i feigned
caring too little
when i cared too
much; i feared breaking
down in sobs
when the world was
simply too very
much. older
now i find myself
pretending to care;
and though crying
might be appropriate
i find few tears left
there; it’s as if
as i grew
into the world i tried
to uncover what
it was about, and now
i find myself
detaching from this
question: alas, with wonder
intact, i am beginning
to grow out.
caring too little
when i cared too
much; i feared breaking
down in sobs
when the world was
simply too very
much. older
now i find myself
pretending to care;
and though crying
might be appropriate
i find few tears left
there; it’s as if
as i grew
into the world i tried
to uncover what
it was about, and now
i find myself
detaching from this
question: alas, with wonder
intact, i am beginning
to grow out.